today was the first day of school. first thing, come to school, and i saw bensee. sian.

first day was all talks and class contact. geez, i really hate my class. hai. i really really really wish i was in 4f. i didnt know how to treasure the time i had with them last year.

sherlyn's counsellor. thats great, i'm really happy for her. however, i cant help but feel we're growing more and more distant. i took a photo of us together with my phone and she did too. i dont want to make new friends [well, get more acquainted with the rest] because i'm afraid i'd spend all my time with them and forget about my old clique. and i dont want that to happen.

lets drop that subject. maybe i'll ask joel out on friday or saturday. since orientation is on friday [ccas to set up booths for sec1s to see], i cant spend that day with xiufeng and the rest. they're all gonna be busy with their own stuff. :( maybe i'm not involved in the badminton booth. so since i would like some company on friday, i'll ask joel if he's interested in going out somewhere.

or maybe on saturday, since we both have drum lessons at 3. or 4. i'll check later. i was thinking maybe we could go catch a movie or have lunch before heading over to jcc. well. maybe.